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"It's all fun and games until someone gets hurt" "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me"  

Blasphemy!

Whomever came up with these feeble words of wisdom has never lived a day in real life.

In life, we learn that even hedgehogs want hugs and hamsters bite the hand that feeds them. I can find a zillion more analogies but that's just it. We live life on the basis of analogies. We all want to understand and be understood , but how can we ... when we become as rigid as wood.

Break my bones , please !
Twist my Guts around a horse's knees!
I'd take that any day than get told "I never needed you any way"

Enough about me , they say God gave you one mouth and two ears for you to listen more than you talk. Well I can say I'm not the best listener , I never know when to pause or how to shhh.

"You never listen"

I always expect to be right about how you feel and why you do but never stop and truly take it in before acting.

"You aren't there for me"

I'm never there in the way you want me to be , I'm lazy, I'm probably almost never helpful in your times of need , yet you always were.

"You frustrate me , I'm angry with you , annoyed."

I like silly jokes and never say what I mean and mean what I say , I do unwarranted things over and over despite you telling me no , just as much.

"Just whatever"
I never call , or inform you of the things that make you feel included

"don't apologize ! I hate apologies"

Yet I do them , like they had a hot ass.

"I always talk , you never talk ,you never call "

I'm like a distant hurricane , I never speak of things that you'd like to hear

Based on this , even I would be tempted to leave me , to kill me ,to harm me , but , here's that part that turns it around


I never listen because I'm always eager to help , in my flurry to save you I forget that sometimes a person doesn't need saving , all they need is a listening ear. It seems like I'm never there , I know , but truth of the matter is I'm always trying to be, and sometimes not even that is enough. I do frustrating things in the hopes of giving you a good laugh , I never see them as frustrating I see them as harmless and tame. But then it's not supposed to be about my sight , it's about yours. I never call or show you that I care in the way you hope because I myself have never been given any , it's a foreign feeling. So I do it in a way I see fit , yet again , it's meant to be all about you. I know it may seem that sometimes I purposefully hurt you , that I never care , that it wouldn't matter if you left but please know , this is the complete opposite . I remember the days when I prayed for people such as you , when I prayed to find people who would love and care for me and I still pray , for you to keep with me , despite my shortcomings. Not a day goes by that I don't contemplate the thought of what if we never met , the thoughts of how blessed I am with you , the thoughts of you dying that would keep me awake and crying all through to the mornings. It is this feeling of gratitude , of appreciation , of love that makes me the seemingly annoying goof. It's just ... I can never see a world without you , Person. You mean the worlds to me and not a day goes by that I am not thankful  for it.
The words of Appreciation My hands Have Forsaken
This is a letter to someone(s) in my life who can use that joke of lowering them in the grave so they can be let down o e last time , I can never really speak the words but maybe my hands can do the talking.
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Dear Apple, bring art to the world and the world to art! Add an 'Art' category to the App Store. www.artapp.org #artapp
She Devil by sasukekiller
She Devil
Oldie , I liked her , a lot . I thought her name would be Regina blazeheel
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that wolfie by sasukekiller
that wolfie
An old piece I found , I like him , he is very .... Grawr no ?
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Samah Amer
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Russia
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Current Residence: the dark maze that is my mind
Favourite genre of music: rock,deathmetal,gothic rock
Favourite photographer: hmm Singlechair , go google his tumblr warning hes into dark and disturbing shizz and also , Terry Richardson
Favourite style of art: Trying to go for a varied outlook
Operating System: windows 8.1
MP3 player of choice: my phone
Wallpaper of choice: anything that appeals to me , my favourites should be a pointer XD
Favourite cartoon character: anyone i feel is feel worthy
Personal Quote: MIAW :3
Interests
... these new video ads are killing my browsing experience , the site lags and I have to keep closing it. I know I'm not premium but cut us some slack.
  • Listening to: my thoughts
  • Reading: The journals
  • Watching: My decisions in life
  • Playing: The people i control/will control
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Holsten(non alchoholic)

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Onyx-Philomel Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Many thanks for the favorite. :horns:
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Pitsh Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016   Digital Artist
:heart: Thank you so much for your :+fav: on my Bernadette painting!
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sasukekiller Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're so very welcome :D
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Sketchdump January 2016 [Hands] to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
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sasukekiller Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha , thank you for such inspiring art , helped me do something out of my hiatus XD
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Andulino Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the favorite my Birds marquetry! ;)
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natalievonraven Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2015   Traditional Artist

Thank you for :+fav:ing "Periphery" natalievonraven.deviantart.com… Much appreciated! :blackrose::painter::blackrose:

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Lipwigs Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the :+fav: ! :D
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demonrobber Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015
Thanks for the fav! I appreciate the support. :)
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inObrAS Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2015
Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :hug:
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